Snippets 391-394

From April 2022.

391.
It always seems like nothing
it’s only A harmless little habit
of course it would seem like nothing
What are you afraid of?

392.
the lemons and oranges
dangled from a tree
frayed and despised

393.
there is safe here
blotched and blackened
But safe

394.
Welcome to Fourteen years ago
Look at the shopping bag
are you sure it was just that one time

Snippets 441-445

From June 2022.

441.
this particular evening
the room in moonlight
the air close and pale

442.
It was cold
suddenly I was feeling
caught inside a dull secret
things that happened a long time ago

443.
think of
the invisible eyes who’d look at you
unperturbed and decisive
on a road at night

444.
there were limits to suspicion
I stepped high up into darkness
which of these signs was the one?

Snippets 437-440

From June 2022.

437.
sprawled in carefully
indignant sleep
all afternoon on the couch

438.
trouble
trying to possess memory
for so long

439.
was it a waste of time
gathering the details
you would never know?


440.
how am I to
make sense of every variation of fortune
sorting things out
troubles the soul

Snippets 433-436

From June 2022.

433.
There was no
inappropriate color for money
said the thief.

434.
an idol was found necessary
but I knew it was not
brave enough for when
the hell of rage would burn

435.
no rain for a while
and she didn’t explain how
she’d ruined the umbrella

436.
The disappointment
pure and simple
gliding off
costly

Snippets 413-417

From June 2022.

413.
It’s as if you were
a recipe for
very bitter eating
and the indigestion of love

414.
It looks like her
from the back
I’m sure I hear her giggles

415.
meet you in the attic
laughed the Old chair
to The new couch

416.
to get home
to prepare dinner
not to linger
not to disturb him ever

417.
lips curved a small smile
eyes confided a slow charm
Odd.

Snippets 408, 409, 411, 412

From June 2022.

408.
people talk so much
good solid outspoken smothering sound
Again I sit wedged between
loud drama and unpublishable gab

409.
dinner stared out of the kitchen window
eyes turned hard as marbles
A guest died. tonight.
good.

411.
I freeze her hard
straight frost crack and peel her
I was hurt. I said I had enough.

412.
say Nothing
stranger
No matter how angry You Are

Snippets 402-404, 406

From June 2022.

402.
she stood with herself
a careless ghost of the past
a small collection of old thoughts vanished

403.
There are significant funds
fast asleep
under one of the cushions

404.
her lips shrugged to one another
flickered into sulky silence
But tasting harm


406.
the knot
the not
The long
the small
the extinct