Interlaced

From the collection published in 2021, And Don’t Come Back.

Interlaced

Through the processes of time
each day keeping to its turn
this visit ends
like all the others in all the years before
and we now arrive at my suitcase
as it silently sets about the beginnings
of being in transit
You fold my clothes with anxious slow precision
I with the satisfaction of finishing a good meal
not hungry for the next one yet.
The rooms that will be counted empty.
Oh, you said I will miss you so much
a long face and a resigned voice. But I knew
pushing aside the piles of clothing
untidy division of folded and waiting to be folded
that when my train leaves the station
the mix of
Hurry up and be gone Please stay another day
the tightness around your ribs
it will relax and let you fall into the
welcome back to us your annotated grocery lists
your careful lawnmowing and your neat quiet house
no one breathing its air but you
Along about two o’clock
you’ll wonder where the train might be on its journey.

One visit
once each year
is enough.
I feel it in my bones I will see you again next year.

2/28/20

Classification and Boundary

From Unpredictable Hue, published in 2019.

Classification and Boundary

Well, old friend
whose name I don’t know but we are
friends:
subcategory:
proximity friends
line item:
location specific.
I see you in the library once a week.

I say hello to you
because we are friends but only
friends: subcategory proximity friends
and what that means is
keep the gate closed and look over it
only.
A nod once in a while is enough.

9/6/18
9/12/18

First to Move In

From the collection published in 2019, Unpredictable Hue.

First to Move In

In the cemetery
we walked across the open space
where no one had yet taken up
permanent residence
to reach the outpost that was
the grave we came to see
lost in the vast green
nothing. One day you’ll have neighbors
we told her, but for now
enjoy the view
and we set down a pot of geraniums
a present for her in her new location
stayed a few minutes more
retraced our steps
leaving the hum of cars on the highway
and the occasional bird call
to keep her company
for now.

9/6/18

Cold Tea

From the collection published in 2019, Unpredictable Hue.

Cold Tea

The teasing the practical jokes the laughing sarcasm
the things that hurt. You might sweeten them
you might dilute them you might dissolve them
with some simple sort of understanding or
you might never have a thought of including
the acid in the first place but
in our refrigerator
the pitcher of cold tea we make
is always thick and dark and bitter.

9/13/18
9/20/18

Business Trip

From the collection published in 2019, Unpredictable Hue.

Business Trip

The financial advisor
proposed a trip to Florida.
All expenses paid
I got excited
thinking

One day to fly down there
in a crammed-full plane
don’t get me started –
stagger out restore circulation to my legs
in time to
tour the company headquarters
cubicles and carpet are the same in Florida
as anywhere else
Meet people dressed business casual
ditto

Talk about what a privilege it would be
to do business with me
but never a word about fees and
why I am paying them
when it’s their privilege
Explain that to me? but no
it would spoil the mood.

Take two bites
of a very small Danish pastry
from the lovely
though sparse
selection offered in the meeting room
admire the view from the window
three floors up and what a view of the parking lot

Go out to a nice dinner –
my interest piqued –
with more advisors –
it deflates. Spend the night
in a mid-upper range hotel that smells
like carpet freshener
with a hint of mildew

Get up the next morning.
Free breakfast. Burned coffee.
Reverse the flying home
A crying baby and
a man too large for his seat
both competing for my territory
and winning

In ten quick seconds I have made the trip
and returned home. No. I am afraid I must decline
this lovely offer
however well-meant
I just do not care for business travel. Thank you.

9/20/18
9/24/18
10/31/18

The Guy Sitting Next to Me

From Unpredictable Hue, 2019.

The Guy Sitting Next to Me

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. Gee I hope he wasn’t
the person I was talking to because
if so I’ve told half my life story
to the air around me
and what does it mean about me if a listener
leaves in the middle of paragraph
not even curious enough to get to the end
and I didn’t even notice?

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. Gee I hope he wasn’t
the person I was talking to because
I tell you, I had no idea he was gone
until I focused on the clock
on the wall behind the empty chair next to me.
Ten minutes wasted.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. I was lost in thought
and I mean lost
so deep into the cave that
the entrance was out of sight
and funny thing now I don’t know
what I was thinking about
that took so much concentration.
It’s possible I was asleep.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. Guess I lost track of time
looking around see if anyone
fitting the description of the guy
I was supposed to be meeting
had showed up. Because one look and
I knew this guy here
he wasn’t the right guy and
well, you understand the rest of the story.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. I guess
I just didn’t care enough to pay attention.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. I was crying so hard I couldn’t
notice anything but how much
I was crying and how if it were possible
to cry twice as hard and twice as fast
it still wouldn’t be enough.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. I don’t know if he even knew
I was sitting here beside him.

The guy sitting next to me up and left
and I didn’t notice for another ten minutes
maybe more. I wonder if I missed something there.

10/1/18

Small Ugly Talk

From Unpredictable Hue, published in 2019.

Small Ugly Talk

There was a noise. There was a vibration. There was
shapeless sound. There were the words
as soon as said
it was all forgotten.
There were the small bites of two-faced too-sweet
offered to the smiles that poisoned the
It’s nice of you to say so.
There were too many voices that looped and knitted
and wrapped this room
and all of them a noise that did not could not disguise
the heartlessness
of the full-time say-anything flirts lounging in the
armchairs. Here it felt cold.
It rang false. It gathered in the corners.
It walked on thin legs. It sneered.

8/30/18
9/5/18

A Salesman’s Got to Sell

A Salesman’s Got to Sell
At a neighborhood party and
crowds of people and
I sit in a lawn chair
and think about going home when
this man hangs over the arm of my chair
just like that he says
Let me ask you
leans in
how’s it going and
where you from
and in what city? No kidding and
well, I’ve been to the other city
guess the weather was the same
and a friend down there
introduced me to corn dogs
if you can believe that
let me tell you.
I’m in the apparel business
travel
four states
five times a week
all over. Let me tell you

He tells me and he tells me and
I stop listening to the words but the rhythm sure is catchy
and I notice that
like a good trumpet player
you can’t even tell where he takes the breaths.
Yes, a marvel this performance
in factory offices and showrooms across four states

this kind of glib is like a whole set of backflips across the turf
a glissando your eye can’t help but follow but then
there is enough
You tire out
I close my eyes
doesn’t change a thing
A salesman’s got to sell
A mark’s got to give in
The sun rises and the sun sets
A salesman’s got to sell.

5/31/18
6/6/18

After We Unpacked Ourselves from the Boxes

From Clean Canvas, 2018.

 

After We Unpacked Ourselves from the Boxes

the house containing us
marked us with unfamiliar labels
In the rooms
well-furnished and comfortable
we settled in fine
and started getting along
much to our surprise
and relief. We bake cakes on our birthdays
and do not argue. We mow the grass and
we plant flowers. We thank the magic
serendipity or providence
brought us here
We do not question
one single thing
but enjoy
instead.

3/1/18