How do I regain it

From the collection published in 2022, Writing Notebook 2021.

How do I regain it

Speak to me
The Altered one
I Look at
What I am afraid to see

It does not
Remark me

I acquire
Bold and
Approaching and
Arriving and
then

Leave-taking Sudden
Unforeseen
as if
The sky shaken
The stars burst
then fell
But
They did not

Therefore
I ask you:
What memory can I make of it all?

5/28/21