From the collection published in 2021, And Don’t Come Back.
A Succession of Moments
Bailing
but I’m not always
alert
to the moment when I
lose the fight
begin to sink
No
I keep on with the bucket-filling
the up and over
an instant of distraction in
my stupid admiration
for each perfect arch of water I toss
How can I have time for that?
while I am
so hard at work
and sinking –
I sink.
Then
I start to swim.
Every time
so far
I always swim. I swim.
12/14/20
Sometimes swimming away from the problem altogether is a better solution than all of that bailing.
The main thing after a failure is to not give up, I think, rather than the failure.